2022 December

2022 Dec 8; Got a lot of joy out of decorating my dorm fridge

2022 Dec 6; I still have that same pack of herbal cigs.

2022 Dec 1; Andrew Wyeth spotted at bizarre baazar

2022 November

2022 Nov 29; Spare closet door

2022 Nov 16; Late night walk

2022 Nov 15; Postcard i wrote to Luci..... loaded. Very loaded.

2022 Nov 5; Valerie's bed with Valerie... woah...

2022 Nov 3; Desk with takeout from Taco Shop

2022 October

2022 Oct 28; One of Flager's towers

2022 Oct 26; Flagler's halloween drag show, the only time anything at that school felt queer and good. I was and have been ever since obsessed with how the light was captured by my coolpix that night

2022 Oct 25; One of the most self-destructive nights of my life. Nothing happened, it was all in the head

2022 Oct 23; Never found out who the eventually tagger was..

2022 Oct 19; Sunset out my dorm window

2022 Oct 16; Dorm desk and shrine on the righthand side. Chair was holding my grocery list notepad, headphones, and bag.

2022 Oct 15; The furthest north i'd walked during my time in St. Augustine was a little past this mechanic's shop.

2022 Oct 14; An elephant-shaped pot i was beyond excited to see, know, own, and a rosemary bush for nostalgia and bathroom purity

2022 Oct 11; Valerie's bed

2022 Oct 11; Early-nighttime walk

2022 Oct 9; A one-story roof of a two-story apartment complex i used to sit atop some particularly humid nights.

2022 Oct 9; Nightstand. Valerie was deeply afraid of that plant.

2022 Oct 5; Kenan Underground research

2022 Oct 4; Two cats in Lincolnville, none in the second or third picture

2022 Oct 1; Wound up at a hotel, alone, greatly comforted by Five Star Pizza. Hurricane Ian wasn't over yet; we left her parents' house for her extended family in Tallahasse on the 28th. I'm grateful i got to see Tally, it was cool... it was chilly, and there were lots of neat places to hang out and types of people i hadn't seen since i left California. I got kicked out of that house on October 1st when the patriarch came back and saw i'm trans. The girl i was with felt horrible, but she wasn't allowed to stay with me because her boyfriend saw me- and the fact that she saved me from being stranded during Ian in St. Augustine- as a severe threat. One tangle and complication after another... was finally rescued by Nick and spent one night in Ocala.

2022 September

2022 Sep 28; We stayed at her parents' house for one night.

2022 Sep 27; The beginning of hurricane Ian. Riding with an acquaintance i hardly knew to her parents' house in rural northern florida. I was deeply on-edge but the bedroom i was in reminded me of some homes i knew in Texas, so i liked it. I rode dirt bikes that were sick as fuck.

2022 Sep 24; * laying on the floor of the Kennedy Space Center; Gia and * and (secret). (secret) would nearly kill * a little over six months later. Gia had to drop out for financial reasons, and worked as a waitress for six months before going back to a state school. A picture of me admiring the image cube keychain i got on that trip.

2022 Sep 15; Sweetheart cat i met once on this walk around Lincolnville and never saw again

2022 Sep 11; Went to two antique stores, these are selfies from either one... the third is from a bullshit "esoteric" shop

2022 Sep 10; Documenting the beginning of Luci's hickeys. I wore a different set every few weeks. I don't know how i feel about this now. I look very... young, very young and sad and small and lost. But i loved them

2022 Sep 10; Lighter here: Bruce's "tight little ass" next to a quote from the boss himself that i ripped from one of the front pages of Peregrine Mag

2022 Sep 3; Stairwell down from my dorm

2022 Sep 1; Valerie and i dressed up to....?

2022 August

Beginning of freshmen year of college at Flagler in St. Augustine, FL. I would later drop out in May of 2023.

2022 Aug 29; Very proud of my Nighthawks poster

2022 Aug 27; Valerie sleeping on my dorm floor... i imagine they were really cold...

2022 Aug 25; My bathroom window... myself, and a reminder i probably didn't heed...

2022 Aug 24; Myself and "rise" written in what seemed to be chalk on an ancient gate door, though it never washed off. After the entire summer rainy season, after hurricane Ian, it stayed... only when the whole door was busted off its hinges during Ian, inspiring it's replacement, did "rise" disappear.

2022 Aug 24; Fascinated by the light reflecting off my Springsteen cd

2022 Aug 23; 8:02pm, foggy, humid, blue, two blocks from campus

2022 Aug 18; Arrived in St. Augustine on a rainy day.

2022 Aug 18; Started the drive to St. Augustine.

2022 Aug 16; Empty bookcase; visted a restaurant with [ex]coworkers

2022 Aug 14; Beautiful prints on children's shirts at a farmers' market

2022 Aug 9; Packing my things away so they'd be safe in this closet while i was in St. Augustine

2022 Aug 9; Later that evening admiring the moon in the bathroom

2022 Aug 9; Even later that evening observing my stretch marks & coding

2022 Aug 22; Window of my Flagler dorm, possibly the morning after moving in

2022 Aug 3; Sonny and bed

2022 Aug 2; Posing with my electric guitar (Tazo) and looking like a little brother again (i'm the oldest). Felt a lot of gender euphoria from the faceless pictures when i took these...

2022 Aug 2; Earlier than the selfies... "a prayer for which no words exist" "i stole my name from a veteran's grave"

2022 July

2022 Jul 28; Shadow v. not. I think i look like someone's little brother

2021 December

2021 Dec 16; The first time i ever saw this beautiful cat at the apartment, cozied up against the fence that marked a preserve. Someone set them up with a hut and water bowl, and i always wondered who, and hoped i would catch them in the act. It was removed just before my family moved out.

2021 Dec 14; Relied on the first image a lot for pfps. Second was my reflection on my acoustic guitar's (Wally) back

2021 Dec 14; The first time i ever witnessed the clouds conspire with the moon to give it a rainbow ring

2021 Dec 8; Repotted plants

2021 November

2021 Nov 29; An extremely confident night

2021 Nov 29; Within the womens' bathroom of my extremely homophobic, repressive high school: "i like girls" and "I'M GAY"

2021 Nov 22; Don't push em!

2021 Nov 21; ?

2021 Nov 17; One of my first diy haircuts

2021 Nov 5; Bug :)

2021 Nov 1; Lockdown drill in literature class and the St. Sebastian medallion i wore everywhere as my subtle fag symbol.

2021 October

2021 Oct 27; My favorite concept i've written about

2021 Oct 22; Juliana in the defunct high school film room

2021 Oct 19; My reflection in the apartment microwave

2021 Oct 18; Bedroom floor

2021 Oct 17; Work

2021 Oct 16; Bird under table for senior picture day :) My favorite boxers, belt, and jeans at the time

2021 Oct 14; Think this was when i finally got a bookcase

2021 Oct 14; Ducky :)

2021 Oct 12; Rainy day and dark night with Sonny and more peg solitare

2021 Oct 11; Indie kid to the max. Cds on top of the skateboard, cassettes under. Cardboard boxes for furniture. My favorite game at the time, peg solitare

2021 Oct 10; Waiting for work to start

2021 Oct 8; A few days after discovering Sandra Cisneros' poem I Am So Depressed I Feel Like Jumping in the River Behind My House but Won't Because I'm Thirty-Eight and Not Eighteen. Forever altered.

2021 Oct 7; Closing shift at work.

2021 Oct 6; View from my room in my parents' apartment on a sunny day.

2021 Oct 3; Returning from road trip? Unclear, but this bathroom door was full of writing and i didn't get to capture it; i remember being instantly dismayed. There were conversations, too, and it was mildly obscured by a very thin, watered-down layer of white paint.

2021 Oct 2; Road trip v. place/bathroom of arrival

2021 Oct 1; School. Stats class and my backpack and research class

2021 September

2021 Sep 30; Yeah