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keep getting gassed by the chemicals at work, tidied at home, met the first wave of summer workers, made tea, listened to the end of sphere of influence's second-to-last show, got some sort of stomach bug, didn't realize a shirt i ordered was a crop.., work friend came back to work yay, fashion experimentation (had a stint with "feminine" fashion, extremely complicated relationship there), absolutely destroyed a pair of purple pants with bleach (which turned pink on impact, looks pretty cool), worked, miserably bad back pain and soreness, broke my glasses for the second time and started wearing an old pair, went to a play with metamour- partner- meta's friends and drew a silly picture, mended the crotch of my favorite pants again, went to a craft hang out and made a shirt after Stoneyard's Amelia's Hand, saw my partner happy in a dress again, took pictures of her in front of Rainier, felt shy, worked, journalled, more physical pain, worked, tried to recruit people for summerween, painted a short slip dress for a bleeding heart dove costume, don't remember much so say there's more work, decided to only post one photo at a time on instagram, remembered i mended the crotch of my pants, grew out of a lot of my pants... need to enlarge them..., felt stuck, i don't know what i strive for/aspire to/want (i think the answer is in just getting out of myself and being interested in other people), saw a beautiful friendly cat outside my bedroom window!!!!!!, stopped by a yardsale (tried on a leather jacket, they said it looked good on me and they stole it off a boy from florida, i said i used to be a boy living in florida, and they're house is hosting a few shows for drongofest!), went to prfm, went to summerween on .35? of an acid tab (it was fine, acid doesn't do much for me mentally so.. idk), second year i've been with Judith, sorting my belongings in my bedroom, rearranged my room a bit, decorating, wanting less, sore throat, watching my partner sort her belongings to interesting jazz, got sick and missed work for three days, expanded one pant leg (need more thread to do the other), started posting nudes to fundraise again- i've been in so much debt for the past three months- always in the negative, expanded a pair of pants, feeling discouraged about how i interact with the internet,