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handed my resume in at a print shop, got exhibitionistic for ten minutes while smoking, set up more interviews, fan of tweemo (music & fashion), smoked a roach while listening to a mixtape one of my best friends gave me, walked an hour and a half to Fremont because i was restless & bored (in a way i knew would turn to anxiety by nightfall), from a Catholic little library with the Srimad Bhagavatam in it, diyed a shitty little skirt, Cream napped on me, American Chesnut trees, went to a queer/kink munch (had conversations i liked and pieces i didn't like. met an ethnozoologist), sudden week of many interviews and job offers after a month and a half of absolutely nothing (one interview to seven), stomach problems, got stumbled over by a drunk man, sudoku, time with partner & a friend (drinks, snacks, swords-as-a-meeting-place, mini remote-controlled helicopter for partner, found a man selling necklaces on a corner at 11pm. partner bought two, one for self and friend, and the man said i needed to be included and selected one for me. friend tied a ribbon around my neck, necklace can be seen in that photo. we were just kind of amazed. partner standing several feet away waiting for friend's cigarette to die. charms, samples, given to us. yeah, just that constant feeling of being amazed and confused), blacked out Neptune display board with little specks of multi-colored light (galaxy under Neptune), tiredness, good feelings, got sick right before my job started, partner helped me get groceries, finally got a copy of polysecure, ex-roommate was hastily moved out following falling out with other roommates and (most importantly) being a possible accessory to murder & a rapist, partner got a mild concussion from swords, i spent over three hours in the ER with her as she got checked out, i got sick again, covered my only red jacket with every "heart" or "love" pin/button i own for valentine's day, roommate & their partner are baking cake, realized i wasn't coughing at work but coughing constantly at home (mold. it's mold.), did my first day alone at work, saw beautiful clouds, hemmed my black double-kneed dickies pants for work (accidentally a smidge too short, but it's okay),