Little black notebook, started, dodged, and abandoned in 2022.







Several sentences, sketches, paragraphs have been omitted.




Cover.

1. Songs that came on the radio as i drew

2. What i drew

1. Lot going on. Family affair and rubes are from Family Affair covered by Iggy Pop, and Jeff Buckley's Nightmares by the Sea. The motel/mother ordeal is from a misunderstanding with my mp3 player... it could only show so many characters at a time, and in a haze i assumed mot- would say mother, not motel, though i knew the song playing well.

2. Gabriel.... my therapist for a while. He's an older middle-aged man, his office was in suite 2666. He hates being called "Gabe" and how people upon seeing him would see "male", not "person", or "parent", or anything else, though he understands why that happens. Proposed i may be autistic, talked about his own autism. Said a lot of things to me, like these. I forgot he compared me to a Greek tragedy. He was... interesting. Didn't always understand what i was getting at but cut where it mattered. He was more right than he could've known. I'm getting better, but only after getting significantly worse. He confessed a lot of his own things to me.

1. Antoine de Saint-Exupery in Wind, Sand, and Stars. Really wanted that quote on a dog tag... maybe still do. Maybe. I love it still, regardless of how it'll manifest materially.

2. Lyrics from several different songs.

1. I really do not know if the bits below the first "paragraph" were real or not. I think the "i don't understand you" part is real, though it was verbal, not written on my arm. The second part i don't think is real at all and i barely understand what i was even saying

2. Character concept, sort of

1. Describing sitting across from Liv Hunter... i look up to them (you) a lot

2. Angels

1. 2. Sketches and junk prior to making a shirt for a made-up band, Whores of Babylon.

1. 2. More related to Whores of Babylon

1. 2. I.... do not know

1. 2. Attempts at drawing Arthur Lester

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